GOODBYE DREAM PORTFOLIO

i hope you don't mind me making this blog a tagalog one, i just wanna express what i feel about my files that was lost and never to be found again. goodbye dream portfolio.



pangalawang beses na to nangyari saken. siguro eto nalang ang magpapaiyak saken ngaun. nakakapanghina. masakit sa damdamin. parang namatayan ka. alam mo ba un??

nung unang beses nawala saken lahat ng pictures ko ng high school. JS. Field Trip. at iba't ibang mga kalokohan. mga family pics. mga koleksyon ko ng mga kanta. lahat wala. ganito rin nangyari saken, pero mas malala at mas malakas ang iyak ko, kasi first time.

nangyari ulit. ngayon masaklap kasi mismong sa external nawala ung files ko. wala na ang mga youtube vids ko, ung mga bagong albums na dinownload ko, at mga movies. ANG PINAKAMASAKLAP DON, LAHAT NG ARTWORKS, OUTPUTS, PLATES, ETC. NANDON. ANO NALANG ANG MAGIGING ITSURA NG PORTFOLIO KO NITO. EMPTY. WALANG LAMAN. BORING. NI UNG MGA KANTANG NIRECORD KO WALA. UNG MGA SHOTS KO GAMIT ANG DSLR NG SCHOOL, UNG SOFTCOPY NG LIBRO KO.

SOBRANG TUWA KO BUTI NALANG UNG FILES KO SA 3D MODELING NASA MAIL KO LANG.

PERO DIBA? SA LOOB LANG NG ISANG TAON, NAWALA LANG SILANG PARANG BULA.

BAKIT HINDI KA KASI NAGBACK-UP?
wala akong burner.
maliit lang ang memory ng laptop ko
at wala na din akong desktop (kung kelan kelangan namin ng desktop.)
saan ko ba siya dapat talagang isave.
wala.
wala na talagang pagkakatiwalaang gadgets ngaun.

hindi sana siya ganon kasakit kasi konti palang naman nadadagdag kong files dun. pero lumipas ang isang term bago pa siya nawala. nung pinaalala ni Gerdz ang portfolio IYAK NALANG AKO. wala na kong magawa eh. hindi kasi ako nagbaback-up.

bahala na.

Three Dee

this term was for us was the most 'loose' term, even though we have 2D and 3D in this term. we only have 5 subjects, and we have enough time to do our projects and homeworks. just don't let laziness get in our way :)

anyway, we've been busy lately for our home work in 3D Modeling. we need to submit a 3D model of furniture (basically a chair, a table, and a closet. but we can customize it if we wanted to. one mad a classroom, and one made a large library) I made a simple dining table with a closet (well, not really a closet) and a small round table.



then our prof gave us a homework (because we had little time left and he said he had to give us another activity so that we would not be late when it comes to the lessons). the other one was for us to build a spacecraft or spaceship or something out of a cube. i first made something which looked like a 'salbabida' or an inflatable. then i made little ships that looked like mosquito when it's zoomed out. so it looked like this:



i was finished that time, and i had nothing left to do (cause i was waiting for my parents to pick me up, and my classmates were asking me from time to time about the homework) so i made another one. this one i made yesterday, and i just continued this afternoon:



so there. i was kinda getting used to making 3Ds, but i'm still a noobie so i need to learn more about it, and i need time. and MAYA 7.0.1.

a picture paints a thousand words

just like what they said... a picture paints a thousand words...

(if you're wondering, it says, "Which one? there are two things: either I ran out of yellow, or it turned green."

Ondoy

first, i wanna give you a quick update of the typhoon...

here in the philippines, hundreds and thousands of people are either homeless, had their properties damaged, missing, or dead. but i can see that all are struggling to get up and move on from this catastrophe. everybody's got hope that everything will be just fine as long as somebody is lending a hand, and as long as they have faith in Jesus and in God.

i heard that later this evening (wednesday evening) two more low pressure typhoons(?) are coming and everyone is advised to be ready and alert.

everybody who can help here in the philippines are giving their energy and time to help and donate to those who needs it. i am so shocked, and so very pleased that there are still numbers of filipinos who are willing to give out for their fellowmen.

i am also very glad to hear that people from around the world would love to help our country. not to mention they are very well known alll around the world and who else but them can very well spread the news about the flood and the status of the country.

i also heard that the typhoon ondoy is at vietnam (or just left) and also left the country flooding and people missing, homeless, properties destroyed, or dead, just like in the philippines.

i just hope that everyone is alright.

i just wanna say that y'all are in my prayers. :)

Nonstop Rain

i woke up at 11 am today by the sound of our 'kasambahay''svoice, telling us that it is raining outside, nonstop. i knew that it was nonstop cause it was also raining last night and i can hear the rain pour down like mad. even right now it's still pouring mad.



mama and papa can't go back here because cars are parked here everywhere, and where they're at is also flooded.

meanwhile here, people at our right side were packing their things and moving it to the left side where the land there is higher.




some of them are even enjoying the rain and the flood. they are taking a bath outside where there's so much water, and you don't even need to pay the water bills XD (i really miss going out and just playing with the rain)



when you look at the sky, you can really see nothing. usually we see buildings here but right now we see nothing. I've heard in Taiwan right now, you can't see anything because of the rain.

classes are also suspended from preschool to colleges. flights are being canceled due to this heavy rain. people are stranded from where they're at right now, and electricity in some places are being cut off.

dams are almost in critical levels so they had to release water just so it will not reach critical levels. so they advice people who are near the dams to expect more flood.

so to everybody today, please be careful. i've also heard that the rain is going to lessen just a few hours from now. let's hope that. take care everybody!

soundcloud

i have visited this site before, and i told myself i would come back there, but eventually, i forgot.

now i stumbled upon that site again and now, i save it on my speed dial, and whadayaknow?? i joined in!

just here to tell you that shathree is now uploading her music at SoundCloud!

visit her page: http://soundcloud.com/shathree

:)

you can hear one of my tracks from one of my recent post :)
and i'm gonna post updates at twitter...

so that's about it... please visit my page and even listen to my tracks... :)

THANKS!!!! :D

-sha

in this crazy life...

when i'm stressed out, this is what i do. this is my remedy :)

Everything - Michael Buble n Me Duet by shathree